Howdy Ya'll!
A 'Thank you' goes out to each of those that desire membership but have not been recently approved.
Again, this forum for the time being is the personal blog of David Rubini.
I don't discount there's some (a small handful) of legitimate, sincere readers of this forum that would like to actively participate - minus any toxicity or hidden agendas.
But I know from experience they are very far and few between whereas most are from the old BellGab community and/or from the YouTube Drama community, and I have very little interest in communicating with any of the sort for very obvious reasons. My true fans (future friends) have never even heard of me or my opinions or my voice that will come organically later down the road but not right now. The time for trust with the aforementioned communities has permanently passed and I have no desire ever to participate or waste another second of my life to either make amends or grow into some future relationship good bad ugly or indifferent.
(This next sentiment directly below will sound arrogant as it should - I now unapologetically say with much needed fervor andconfidence-)
I should have never tried to make sense of the senseless or befriend the unfriendly and I will never make that mistake again.
I owe absolutely nothing to any of you and for me to think that I could share with some a little of my positive semi-recent and past and electrifying experiences in the media and/or mentor, encourage and or participate with a handful of you (psychopaths) is never happening. That past interest is now permanently dissolved due to what I have experienced sadly the last two consecutive years. It was perfectly healthy and normal and nothing to be ashamed of but little did I know I was not dealing with HARDLY ANY WORTHY SUBJECTS (anonymous 'shady' but mostly mentally ill "characters" zero redeeming qualities who have shown their true colors and therefore not willing to put their name behind their ugly and generally mostly fraudulent ideas and/or thoughts and opinions / agendas) How sad that not any (deserving) intelligent (sincere) or rational (psychologically healthy) real people.
It's my fault. Why would I expect to find any honor among thieves? Our Bell never could. Heather Wade obviously failed. To his credit, John B Wells kept quite a distance between himself and his audience. It's the only way. Mr Bell, bless his heart, made a grave error in judgment and so did Keith who took it to an extra level of toxicity that is extremely unbecoming, low rent and unprofessional but most importantly, unfortunately - beyond dark and unethical.
Of course I know a little bit too late now. But better late than never to learn my lesson or to teach a few lessons. I was PRIMARILY dealing with criminally minded trolls and sociopaths that get their rocks off on manifesting negativity in many ways by any means necessary.
Adios weirdos.
May you all stay in your places and I will begin where I unfortunately left off before I decided to step down and reach out to those underneath me that have zero to offer due to their cowardice and lack of warmth, experience experience, knowledge or accomplishment in their desperate, wanton boring lives.
To you good ones out there - you know who you are and keep on keeping on. To all you dark, unfulfilled and despicable, oddballs, just go away.
-DVR
